A 3-Part Dark Feminine Series
The dark feminine isn’t about being provocative — it’s the refusal to abandon your body and self as a woman.
Unveil the hidden sacredness, validity, intelligence, and power in the experience of woman through an initiation into the dark feminine mysteries.
As women, we are collectively conditioned to doubt ourselves — and we end up abandoning ourselves.
We want to be uninhibited in our truth, but we don't want to be too needy, too emotional, or too much.
We don’t want to be a bitch.
We don't want to be meek.
We don't want to be a prude or uptight.
We don't want to take up too much space, and we don't want to be invisible.
Our connection to magic feels somewhat illegitimate.
Our sexuality and bodies are somehow too much, but also never enough.
To truly let our eroticism, boundaries, emotions, and fire flood our bodies freely — without shame, obligation, or doubt — can feel somewhat incomprehensible.
So we convince ourselves that everything we really think, want, and feel isn't quite justified.
Our aggitation.
Our edge.
Our energy.
Our longings….
We then soften our boundaries before anyone has even asked us to.
We contract in our bodies.
We loosen our grip on our truth.
We take on responsibilities that aren't ours.
We snuff out our feelings.
We pretty much apologize for existing.
And we’re left exhausted…
Then, we endlessly spin out on healing, growing, and becoming more empowered.
We abandon ourselves in a hundred quiet ways that don't even look like self-abandonment.
It looks like being understanding, reasonable, and easygoing.
It looks like being compassionate, patient, and the bigger person.
It looks like being a good partner, mother, or friend.
It can even look like being the empowered woman.
But somewhere beneath it all — there's dissonance.
And it fucking hurts.
The Dark Goddess reveals the sacredness, validity, and intelligence that has been hidden beneath all the systemic and entrenched shadows that have made you dim yourself, doubt yourself, and feel less than.
Step into this cauldron, and you will never see yourself—or the feminine—the same.
You are not too much.
You are not too late.
You are not broken.
You are just waking up.
A 3-Part Dark Feminine Awakening
The Dark Goddess —
The dark feminine lives beneath your tamed and shamed fire.
She is hidden in your eroticism.
Your holy rage.
Your vibrant passion.
And your aversions and desires.
And even if you feel like these things are inaccessible — they aren’t, I promise.
The Dark Goddess exists beneath layers of conditioning, performance, and self-doubt — she exists beneath the shadows that have been cast upon you.
Beneath these layers imposed upon you is the part of you that knows without logic.
That part that is primal, carnal, and instinctual.
The part that sensually and viscerally feels her way through life.
Your womanly body holds the wisdom the world groomed you to forget.
Not because it isn’t valid.
Because it’s powerful.
You've been taught to question yourself.
To question your instincts.
To feel guilty for your anger.
To negotiate with your boundaries.
To mistrust your dreams.
To fear the erotic or use it to hide.
You’ve been taught to disconnect from your body until you can no longer hear what it’s been trying to tell you.
Come face to face with the dark feminine taboo woman and awaken to the innocent necessity of her fire.
This isn't about becoming more provocative, selfish, or powerful — it's about awakening to the deep validity, wisdom, and intelligence of your experience as a woman.
It’s about awakening to the power that is already there.
Through the dark feminine mysteries and the medicine of the Dark Goddess, we'll illuminate the shadows and illusions of the feminine and woman, so that you can see where your power has been buried beneath subconscious stories and beliefs.
This isn't about fixing yourself.
It's about awakening to the validity of your raw truth, and accessing your vitality, which has always been there.
And once you see — betraying yourself becomes impossible.
The dark feminine is beckoning you.
How it works —
This dark feminine awakening unfolds in a three-part series of pre-recorded sessions — each one a wave of awakening.
This isn't a course full of slides and terminology, and it won't taunt you with another version of woman put on a pedestal to become.
It's a full-body, full-being experience to be held in, and listen — to the teachings offered and to the insight that will arise from within yourself.
We’ll reveal the collective and personal conditioning that is too close to home to easily see.
We’ll unravel what the dark feminine is beyond its stereotypical and superficial versions.
And we’ll invoke the dark feminine itself, and integrate it all.
You’ll step out of this experience with a completely different perspective on your experience as a woman, which will naturally awaken so much more ease, because you’ll now see the deep validity and intelligence of your experience.
The Three Spirals —
Part One: Revelations
Unravel the feminine shadow and unveil the power of the dark feminine through the mysteries of six dark feminine archetypes.
Part Two: Invocation
A deeply immersive meditation invoking the dark feminine within your body—awakening the energetic templates of the Dark Goddess within you.
Part Three: Integration
Digest what’s awakened, integrate the dark and light feminine (because they are ultimately bound), and deepen your relationship with your instincts, your body, and your truth.
You'll receive —
Six and a half hours of content over three sessions.
Video and audio versions of each session.
Nervous system regulation, breathwork, and somatic resourcing woven into every bit of teaching.
Instant, forever access.
All for $111 🌹
A dark feminine flower essences to support your awakening.
An optional addition —
The eleven blends in this set emanate the dark feminine frequencies you’ll be integrating — and physically ingesting them is a potent addition.
Flowers carry high frequencies of vibrational medicine, holding great capacity to break up trauma, ancestral patterns, emotional and energetic density, or dis-ease in our bodies.
They also activate the energetic medicine they carry within you.
Let the flowers speak —
Each blends descriptions below encapsulates the entirety of downloads this journey will traverse.
Pussy Fire
Awaken your feminine fire—grant your holy rage, holy passion, and eroticism permission to blaze, shedding layers of sexualization, objectification, and shame.
Red Snapdragon
Blood Mysteries
Awaken a grounded, unseen feminine ferocity. The blood mysteries teach us of surrender, death, and letting go, following the guidance of the Goddess and our instincts without questions.
Red Rose and Dogwood
Awakening Woman
Awaken to where you have been oppressed and wounded as women, and to where you oppress and dishonor yourself.
Sweet Pea, Rosa Campion, Prunella Vulgaris, White Yarrow, and Pink Yarrow
Inner Union
Open yourself to the full spectrum of woman and heal your relationship with men and women, the masculine and feminine, and balance the dark feminine and light feminine within yourself.
Red Rose, Phygelius aequalis 'Yellow Trumpet', Delosperma 'Jewel of the Desert Garnet', White Rose, English Daisy, and sempervivum.
Shameless
Surrender into shameless pleasure and joy.
Tigerlily and Delosperma 'Jewel of the Desert Garnet'
Huntress
I embody the nervous system of a predator — not the victim or prey.
Purple Tansy and Red Cyclamen
Bitch
I will not apologize for my feelings, my needs, or my truth.
Poison Oak and Broadleaf Stonecrop
Mad Woman
I’m not mad; I see things that you can’t.
Orange Star, Jewel of Desert Grenade, and Lunaria
Whore
I know the power of my female form and woman.
Lupin and Lomatium Columbianum
Seductress
I am not penetrated by what comes at me; I magnetize and envelop what I want.
Camellia, Violet, and Indigo Hyacinth
Witch
My body is the Goddess.
I am the Goddess incarnate.
Garden Star-of-Bethlehem, Blue, Pink, and White Bells
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Meet the Creatrix of this cauldron —
My initiation into the dark feminine was through my own experience of sexual abuse.
My initiation into the dark feminine began in the aftermath of a long history of complex and sexual trauma, and the messy process of untangling it all.
This journey led me to spend the next 15 years working with women—their wombs and pelvises, holding circles, earning a degree in Women's Studies, and immersing myself in somatics, archetypal psychology, and the feminine mysteries.
I wanted to understand what deep down my body and being already knew.
For the past 15 years, I've had the privilege of holding space for women, and what I've discovered is that the ways in which I thought I was broken, were beyond me.
They were the scars of woman.
So many parts of ourselves—especially as women—that we spend our lives trying to fix have simply been invalidated, suppressed, and misunderstood.
Beneath them isn't brokenness.
It's power.
What the dark feminine has taught me more than anything—the parts of ourselves we've been taught to question and resist are often collective and systemic shadows hiding truth and power.
And once you really see the mechanism of this, you can’t unsee it.
This is why I created this experience.
My fire is the refusal to let it go unseen.
FAQ’s
Let’s clear the smoke before you step into the fire
Everything your mind wants to know so your body can say yes
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Abby is largely verbally sharing the knowledge she has gained over the last 15 years of working with women, combined with her education in women’s studies, somatics, psychology, the feminine, and spirituality — plus the insight gained from her own experience of healing from sexual and complex trauma.
These teachings are combined with breathwork, nervous system regulation, and somatic resourcing. You will be repeatedly guided to drop within and tune into messages and insight within you as well.
The second session is unique in that it is entirely a meditative-like journey, invoking and connecting with the dark feminine in your body and self. This session is somewhat an activation and an awakening in itself.
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There are six and a half hours of content that you get to watch in your own time.
Part One: Three hours and eighteen minutes.
If you want to split this up into two sittings, you can break at 1:22:12
Part Two: A 53-minute guided meditative experience.
Part Three: Two hours and ten minutes to be watched in one sitting.
You’ll receive this guideline in your welcome email as well.
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This is the perfect place for you. Integrating this energy once it erupts is the other side of the same coin when you are trying to awaken this energy period. Whether you have already had an awakening, and want support grounding and landing it, or are longing to feel this energy — I’ve got you.
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My work has evolved from my own experiences of trauma, and I believe it’s important to look at the shadows and mechanisms of trauma, oppression, and abuse to really understand the power that was taken.
Having said that, I also believe in right timing, and being well resourced. This is a recording with no live support, my work is trauma informed, and some of this is triggering content which requires your own discernment.
You also have forever access to this—if anything is too much. There is no rush. Get the support you need if applicable, and continue as you feel ready.
