A 3-Part Dark Feminine Series
An initiation into the hidden power of woman through a dark feminine awakening.
Shed light on the shadows cast upon the feminine and awaken to the fire of the unapologetic woman smoldering within.
The world we live in was not made for the feminine to thrive.
This is the dissonance you feel as a woman in a patriarchal world.
You feel like you need to fix yourself or be better — but really, your view of yourself has been skewed.
Your power has been hidden from you.
And the dark feminine is calling you home, to yourself.
Women long to be uninhibited.
In our hearts and bodies
But we're conditioned to doubt ourselves until we begin hushing our truth without even realizing it.
We don't want to be too needy, too emotional, or too much.
We don't want to be a bitch.
We don't want to be meek.
We don't want to be a prude or uptight.
We don't want to take up too much space, and we don't want to be invisible.
Our intuition and emotions feel somewhat illegitimate.
Our sexuality and our bodies are somehow too much, but also never enough, and deep down, we know there is more.
To let our eroticism, boundaries, emotions, and fire flood our bodies freely—without shame, doubt, or obligation—can feel almost incomprehensible.
So we convince ourselves that everything we really think, want, and feel isn't quite justified.
Our agitation.
Our edge.
Our energy.
Our longings….
We then soften our boundaries before anyone has even asked us to.
We contract in our bodies.
We loosen our grip on our truth.
We take on responsibilities that aren't ours.
We snuff out our feelings.
We pretty much apologize for existing.
And we’re left exhausted
Then, we endlessly spin out on healing, growing, and becoming more empowered.
We abandon ourselves in a hundred quiet ways that don't even look like self-abandonment.
It looks like being understanding, reasonable, and easygoing.
It looks like being compassionate, patient, and the bigger person.
It looks like being a good partner, mother, or friend.
It can even look like being independent or the empowered woman.
But somewhere beneath it all — there's dissonance.
And it fucking hurts.
The Dark Goddess reveals the sacredness, validity, and intelligence that has been hidden beneath all the systemic and entrenched shadows that have made you dim yourself, doubt yourself, and feel less than.
Step into this cauldron, and you will never see yourself, the feminine, or your experience as a woman the same.
You are not too much.
You are not too late.
You are not broken.
You are just waking up.
A 3-Part Dark Feminine Awakening
The Dark Goddess
The dark feminine lives beneath your tamed, shamed, and frightened fire.
She is hidden in your eroticism.
Your holy rage.
Your vibrant passion.
And your aversions and desires.
And even if you feel like these things are inaccessible, they aren’t. I promise you.
She exists beneath the collective shadows that have seduced you away from your power that’s always been there.
Beneath these shadows is the part of you that knows without logic.
The part that is primal, carnal, and instinctual.
The part that sensually and viscerally feels her way through life.
The part of you that knows pleasure, presence, and joy.
Your womanly body holds the wisdom the world groomed you to forget.
Not because it isn’t valid.
Because it’s powerful.
The dark feminine isn't about becoming more sexy, selfish, or powerful.
It's about awakening to the life force the world has attempted to snuff out of you.
It's about revealing the power that is already there.
And it's about realizing the depth of validity, wisdom, and intelligence in your experience as a woman.
Come face to face with the dark feminine and awaken to the innocent necessity of her fire.
There's nothing to fix or become.
Only truth to come home to.
In your heart.
Your body.
Your blood.
And your bones.
Once you see yourself—and the world—through the eyes of the Dark Goddess, betraying yourself becomes impossible.
Step into the flames.
How it works —
This dark feminine awakening unfolds in a three-part series of pre-recorded sessions, each one a wave of awakening.
This isn't a course full of slides and terminology, and it won't taunt you with another version of woman put on a pedestal to become. It's a full-body, full-being experience designed to be felt as much as it's understood.
We'll reveal the collective and personal conditioning that is too close to home to easily see.
We'll unravel what the dark feminine is through six archetypes far beyond their stereotypical, misunderstood, and superficial versions.
We'll invoke the Dark Feminine itself—and give your body the opportunity to remember what your mind has forgotten.
And you'll step out of this seeing yourself—and the experience of being a woman—through an entirely different lens.
And from that place, so much begins to soften.
Not because you've become someone new.
Because you'll finally see what has always been true.
The Three Spirals —
Part One: Revelations
Unravel the feminine shadow and unveil the power of the dark feminine through the mysteries of six dark feminine archetypes.
Part Two: Invocation
A deeply immersive meditation invoking the dark feminine within your body—awakening the energetic templates of the Dark Goddess within you.
Part Three: Integration
Digest what’s awakened, integrate the dark and light feminine (because they are ultimately bound), and deepen your relationship with your instincts, your body, and your truth.
You'll receive —
Six and a half hours of content over three sessions.
Video and audio versions of each session.
Nervous system regulation, breathwork, and somatic resourcing woven into every bit of teaching.
Instant, forever access.
All for $111 🌹
Dark Feminine Flower Essence Set
An optional addition —
Continue integrating the Dark Goddess beyond the sessions.
The eleven flower essence blends in this collection embody the dark feminine frequencies you'll be awakening throughout this journey, and physically ingesting them is a potent way to deepen the experience.
Flowers carry high frequencies of vibrational medicine, holding great capacity to break up trauma, ancestral patterns, emotional and energetic density, or dis-ease in our bodies.
They also activate the energetic medicine they carry, within you.
Let the flowers speak for themselves —
Each blend offers a glimpse into different frequencies you'll awaken throughout this initiation.
Pussy Fire
Awaken your feminine fire—grant your holy rage, holy passion, and eroticism permission to blaze, shedding layers of sexualization, objectification, and shame.
Red Snapdragon
Blood Mysteries
Awaken a grounded, objective feminine ferocity. The blood mysteries teach us of surrender, death, and letting go, following the guidance of the Goddess and our instincts without question.
Red Rose and Dogwood
Awakening Woman
Awaken to where you have been oppressed and wounded as women, and to where you oppress and dishonor yourself.
Sweet Pea, Rosa Campion, Prunella Vulgaris, White Yarrow, and Pink Yarrow
Inner Union
Open yourself to the full spectrum of woman and heal your relationship with men and women, the masculine and feminine, and balance the dark feminine and light feminine within yourself.
Red Rose, Phygelius aequalis 'Yellow Trumpet', Delosperma 'Jewel of the Desert Garnet', White Rose, English Daisy, and sempervivum.
Shameless
Surrender into shameless pleasure and joy.
Tigerlily and Delosperma 'Jewel of the Desert Garnet'
Huntress
“I embody the nervous system of a predator — not the victim or prey.”
Purple Tansy and Red Cyclamen
Bitch
“I will not apologize for my feelings, my needs, or my truth.”
Poison Oak and Broadleaf Stonecrop
Mad Woman
“I am not crazy; I see things that you can’t.”
Orange Star, Jewel of Desert Grenade, and Lunaria
Whore
“I know the power of my female form and woman.”
Lupin and Lomatium Columbianum
Seductress
“I am not penetrated by what comes at me; I magnetize and envelop what I want.”
Camellia, Violet, and Indigo Hyacinth
Witch
“My body is the Goddess.
I am the Goddess incarnate.”
Garden Star-of-Bethlehem, Blue, Pink, and White Bells
After registering, you'll receive a $35 discount code if you feel called to bring the flowers into your journey.
Meet the Creatrix of this cauldron —
My initiation into the dark feminine was through my own experience of sexual abuse.
My initiation into the dark feminine began in the aftermath of a long history of complex and sexual trauma, and the messy process of untangling it all.
This journey led me to spend the next 15 years working with women—their wombs and pelvises, holding circles, earning a degree in Women's Studies, and immersing myself in somatics, archetypal psychology, and the feminine mysteries.
What I discovered is that the parts of myself I'd spent my life thinking were broken...
were the scars of woman.
They weren't mine.
So many parts of ourselves—especially as women—that we spend our lives trying to fix have simply been invalidated, suppressed, and misunderstood.
Beneath them isn't brokenness.
It's power.
What the dark feminine has taught me more than anything—the parts of ourselves we've been taught to question and resist are often collective and systemic shadows hiding truth and power.
And once you really see the mechanism of this, you can’t unsee it.
This is why I created this experience.
To lift the fucking veils.
Because my fire is the refusal to let it all go unseen.
FAQ’s
Let’s clear the smoke before you step into the fire
Everything your mind wants to know so your body can say yes
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Abby is largely verbally sharing the knowledge she has gained over the last 15 years of working with women, combined with her education in women’s studies, somatics, psychology, the feminine, and spirituality — plus the insight gained from her own experience of healing from sexual and complex trauma.
These teachings are combined with breathwork, nervous system regulation, and somatic resourcing. You will be repeatedly guided to drop within and tune into messages and insight within you as well.
The second session is unique in that it is entirely a meditative-like journey, invoking and connecting with the dark feminine in your body and self. This session is somewhat an activation and an awakening in itself.
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There are six and a half hours of content that you get to watch in your own time.
Part One: Three hours and eighteen minutes.
If you want to split this up into two sittings, you can break at 1:22:12
Part Two: A 53-minute guided meditative experience.
Part Three: Two hours and ten minutes to be watched in one sitting.
You’ll receive this guideline in your welcome email as well.
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This is the perfect place for you. Integrating this energy once it erupts is the other side of the same coin when you are trying to awaken this energy period. Whether you have already had an awakening, and want support grounding and landing it, or are longing to feel this energy — I’ve got you.
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My work was born from my own experience of complex and sexual trauma, and I believe it's important to understand the shadows of trauma, oppression, abuse, and conditioning to fully reclaim the power that was never truly lost.
Having said that, I also believe deeply in right timing, personal discernment, and being well resourced.
This is a self-paced experience with no live support. While my work is trauma-informed, parts of this journey may bring you into contact with tender places within yourself. Please honor your own pace, seek additional support if needed, and trust your own knowing throughout.
You'll have lifetime access, so there is never any rush. Pause when you need to. Return when you're ready. This work will still be here.
