A 4-Month Dark Feminine Somatic Experience
A sacred space to awaken, heal, and fully embody the power of your sensual and sexual energy.
This isn’t about sex and this isn’t about orgasms — it’s about feeling more unapologetic and empowered in your body and being than you’ve ever felt.
This a dark feminine awakening.
No matter what has happened to you, and no matter the shadows of the world we live in – this erotic flame lives inside of you, intact, and can burn brightly.
If you’ve felt like your fire, your sexuality, or your body are too much, not enough, or both at once – this dark feminine container is for you.
Maybe you’re grieving the ways you’ve hidden and hushed yourself over the years.
Maybe your pleasure’s been buried under shame, or you’re numb to it.
Maybe your fire’s been waiting for the permission it's never gotten.
Maybe you've already had a dark feminine awakening but are struggling to integrate it.
Step into these dark feminine flames, and burn what has kept you holding your breath.
Unearth the innocent, irreplicable embodiment of your sexual, sensual, and erotic energy that is more powerful than you ever could have imagined.
Become unapologetic in what you think, want, and feel.
Claim your authenticity as an empowered, embodied woman, and discover the pleasure of basking in it all.
Are you ready to build a sense of trust and safety to set your sensuality and eroticism free?
You are not too much.
You are not too late.
You are not broken.
You’re just waking up, and this space will hold you in your dark feminine as you rise.
A 4-month course rooted in somatics and the dark feminine — self-led or VIP 1:1 options available.
A Dark Feminine Awakening of Erotic Enlivenment.
A Dark Feminine Awakening of Erotic Enlivenment.
Start living from your dark feminine instincts instead of composing your wild, and taming your fire in doubt.
Pussy Fire is a 4-month self-led somatic experience to unravel your stories, shame and fear, rewiring your relationship with sensuality and pleasure, and to reawaken the sexual power that’s always lived in your body.
Through shadow work, somatic practices, erotic dance, sound, and breathwork, you’ll connect to your body as an altar and the Goddess herself — stop berating, contorting, and forcing your body to feel and perform how you think it’s supposed to.
The written content, practices, and prompts are here to help you land liberation in your nervous system, not just in your head.
Eroticism is the embodied pleasure of every ounce of life and who you are — and it's accessed through your sensuality.
Learn to trust your anger, unhook your sensuality from fear and shame, sensitize yourself to full-body, full-being pleasure, and find felt-sense safety to let your body and being take up space.
You can move through this journey in sacred solitude. Or choose the VIP experience, which includes weekly 1:1 somatic sessions – for deeper support, understanding, and transformation.
If you are new to Abby, her work, or would like a taste of what Pussy Fire is — fill out the form below to receive a Pussy Fire meditation that is part of the course.
Pussy Fire
Rewire your body to trust, feel, and fully embody the innocent power of the erotic woman within.
Consultations are also available to connect, ask questions, and feel for resonance. ✨🖤🤍🌙
A 4-Month Somatic Experience of Dark Feminine Awakening
Unravel your relationship with yourself as a woman, and unveil & embody the power of six dark feminine archetypes.
Meet the hunger of the Huntress, the honesty of the Bitch, the vision of the Mad Woman, the power of the Whore, the magnetism of the Seductress, and the magic of the Witch.
Huntress. Bitch. Mad Woman. Whore. Seductress. Witch.
The modules — your spiraling descent into the dark feminine
This dark feminine awakening unfolds in five spirals (modules) — each one a cycle of awakening, pause, and integration.
You won’t be cramming information or checking boxes. Instead, you’ll spiral deeper, letting your body catch up to the power rising within you.
Spiral 1: Lighting the Flames
Come face-to-face with your fire, your heart, and your pussy
Spiral 2: Awakening Woman
Unearth the wounds of Woman and awaken untapped power
Spiral 3: Inner Union
Heal the divide between the masculine and feminine within you
Spiral 4: Shameless Woman
Soften into the innocence of your sensuality, pleasure, and power.
Spiral 5: Coronation & Archetypes
Step into erotic dance and meet the six faces of the Dark Goddess — they are what build your capacity to fully unleash your feminine fire.
This dark feminine awakening is self-led, but a VIP deep dive with 1:1 support is available.
What women are saying
“Before I started, I felt deeply wounded and completely misunderstood. I now know my body, my sexuality, my dark feminine energy~is 100% valid and inarguably necessary for my survival as well as my ability to thrive.
I am freer in my sensual and sexual expression. I have less conflict within myself around shared intimacy. This experience was more than worth it. So much more than a few words, here, can ever fully express…
This is the best container I have experienced in 48 years of delving into the depths of my soul.”
— AnnRenée Leist
Hear the impact firsthand —
Other women throughout the course have said again, and again, that they…
Grew to love themselves more than they ever had.
That they felt more grounded than they ever had.
And that they have a newfound relationship with their bodies.
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Before I started, I felt deeply wounded and completely misunderstood in my Sacred Divine Femininity.
Now, as a result of delving deeply into the Dark Feminine Archetypes, I have gained a deeper, deliciously intellectual and sensual knowing that all parts of me~my body, my sexuality, my dark feminine energy~is 100% valid and inarguably necessary for my survival as well as my ability to thrive authentically as my whole self.
Before I started, my FIRE was feared as it was always spot on. It was threatening, therefore, attacked. I was heartbroken over it.
Now, I respect my FIRE in a deeper and less fearful way (my intimidating FIRE that others feared gave me pause, then, cause to fear it too). I wasted a lot of time and energy making an effort to make others feel more comfortable around me as a result.
Now, I am better able to trust myself: my body wisdom, especially rather than walk directly into self betrayal like I used to do so often in the name of “Unconditional Love” or “Giving Grace”.
I am much better at seeing what is and what is not truly mine to own-work on-let go of-return to whom it belongs.
When I asked her how she felt about her sexual and erotic power before the course, and after she shared this.
I viewed erotic and sexual power as manipulative, mostly, AND, the innocence of it as beautiful, as well as exploited.
Scary to see that, experience it firsthand, witness it.
I am still hesitant to fully open to unleashing my fullness as a result of how little I trust others to not glom me for the doing of it in some way...being fully, wholly juicy attracts all manner of attention ~ it takes amazing strength and powerful boundaries to maintain the openness, vulnerability authentically without repercussions
I am seeing myself be freer in my expression of my sexual, sensual, intellectual and emotional beingness without fearing how intimidating this can be, and, without drawing into myself what I don’t want~instead, what I do want, with clarity and less of a charge most of the time.
It feels possible to be sexy without having to have sex with anyone, and be totally ok with it. Even though I have a person in bed next to me!! This is freedom for me: self love ❤️
Also, I have less conflict within myself around shared intimacy! This explains to me a lot of the self touch I have done (not always pleasuring myself to an orgasm; more at tenderness towards myself) over the years after having shared my body and intimacy with others.
When asked if there was anything else that stood out in her experience, she said this.
I found my art, again, in a beautiful and surprising way.
I found my strength to be in the midst of others’ glom and not run from it.
I found my joy in my solitude without any loneliness.
I found my holy rage is righteous.
I found that my truth is inarguable.
So much more than a few words, here, can ever fully express…
This experience was more than worth it AND, it is clear to me that this is my LIFESTYLE, always has been: A settling-in has happened for me
When asked if a woman was on the fence of joining, what would you tell her?
This journey is ongoing: wherever you step into it, is absolutely perfect timing…
Yes, it’s scary and confronting: everything that wants to be seen, heard, felt, acknowledged is right there…all of those parts are exuberantly excited to be allowed, at last.
There is No Hurry through it and there is No Pressure to: It is a “go at your own pace” deal~the Dark Lady Within will guide you, co-create with you for your best and highest good.
The container Abby creates is solid, fluid, safe and strong: she creates the best container I have ever experienced in 48 years of experiencing different containers while delving into the depths of my soul
~ AnnRenée Leist
Your Investment
Learn to live as an embodied woman — with power, pleasure, and zero apologies.
Two ways to dance this dark feminine awakening, either way — you won’t leave the same.
Pussy Fire: The Self-Led Experience
✨ $745
Bask in sacred solitude —
5 transformative modules over 4 months—delivered to your inbox via video, audio, and written content.
Nervous system-rooted practices to integrate shadow work, teachings, and awakening.
Learn erotic dance + 6 curated playlists for each archetype.
Dark Feminine Flower Essence Set (10 tinctures, shipping included)
Lifetime access—no course platform required.
Pay in full for $745 or 3 X $250 monthly payments.
Pussy Fire: The Deep Dive (VIP)
🔥 $2500
Be held and have it all —
Everything in the Self-Led Experience, plus:
15 private 1:1 somatic embodiment sessions (weekly, excluding holy pause weeks).
Deep-dive coaching, accessing personal layers and nuances that the content alone can’t uncover.
Advanced somatic support that accelerates integration, allowing your nervous system to fully embody the transformation.
Pay in full for $2500 or 5 X $500 monthly payments
(You’ll receive an invoice after your application is approved with your chosen payment plan)
The flower essences support a full-body, full-being dark feminine awakening.
Flowers carry high frequencies of vibrational medicine, holding great capacity to break up trauma, ancestral patterns, emotional and energetic density, or dis-ease in our bodies.
These specific blends emanate the dark feminine frequencies that we are integrating, and physically ingesting them is a potent addition.
Meet the Creatrix of this cauldron —
I thought that my pussy was dead.
I spent years trying to fix myself, doing every healing modality, ceremony, and course you could imagine. Right about the time I gave up, something clicked, and it all came online.
Hi, I’m Abby: a somatic practitioner and magic maker with a ravenous fire to wake women up with the same erotic revelations that saved me.
It’s so hard to get out of your head, out of your story, and to drop what you think the solutions are so that you can grasp the real ones.
Our bodies and sexuality are so woven with love, relationships, sisterhood, cultural messaging, and the social order of things that it’s nearly impossible to see straight without help.
This container will take you to the tap root.
For the past 10 years, I’ve guided hundreds of women to unfurl in circles and one-on-one sessions, and as a bodyworker, I’ve had my hands on countless wombs and pelvises. This work—this cauldron for the dark feminine—is unlike any other, bridging spirit, body, heart, and pussy, because they are inseparable.
We will tap into the nervous system, the sacred, and the wild, raw, full-body, full-being heartbeat that makes pleasure, power, and shadow work fuse into something utterly transformative.
If you’re here, the dark feminine is already stirring.
And if you’re ready to answer the call, I’ll be right here by your side.
FAQ’s
Let’s clear the smoke before you step into the fire
Everything your mind wants to know so your body can say yes
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During the first 4 modules (the first half of the program), content comes out every other day – allot 20-30 minutes to journal and contemplate these days.
There is a 7-day pause between each module rooted in guided nervous system integration so there is spaciousness to rest and digest whatever each module invokes.
The last half of the program, you’ll receive weekly content and want to spend an hour once a week.
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Content goes straight to your inbox via email — no extra logins, platforms, or technology, meaning you can save it forever. And, if you ever want to trigger the series again, you can contact Abby to restart it for you.
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If you thrive in self-led containers. This feels like a private journey. You want sacred solitude, and don’t really want to share what comes up for you with another — the Solo Journey is for you.
If you thrive with external accountability. You thrive having space to process, be seen, heard, and felt by another. You want to be coached beyond the content in the personal context of your story, situation, and uniqueness, and you want to dive deeper into your nervous system's specific tendencies. You want to be witnessed and experience this with someone who gets it — the Deep-Dive is for you.
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This is the perfect place for you. Integrating this energy once it erupts is the other side of the same coin when you are trying to awaken this energy period. Whether you have already had an awakening, and want support grounding and landing it, or are longing to feel this energy — I’ve got you.
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You may have experienced sexual trauma in your life, but this space is not for acute active trauma, nor are the 1:1 sessions. It’s expected that you have addressed any trauma with appropriate professionals and are coming into this well-resourced. I do not want to falsely summon anyone in over their heads. This journey is deeply trauma-informed in the content created and the format that grounds it, but it’s not for treating trauma.
Light the pussy fire flames of your Goddess-given rights.
I bow down to me.
There’s a version of you who doesn’t contort to feel safe.
She’s not a future self.
She’s alive in your body.
The dark feminine isn’t something you learn, it’s something you unearth. The permission you’ve been waiting for isn’t external. It lives in your hips, your howl, your holy rage & passion.
This journey is rooted in somatic safety, building the capacity within your nervous system to embody these parts of you.
This work won’t coddle you, but it will nourish and liberate you.
If you’re ready to reclaim what’s always been yours, the altar is waiting.
Light the dark feminine flames of your Goddess-given rights.
Light the dark feminine flames of your Goddess-given rights.
Sign up for the solo pilgrimage and get instant access, or apply for the dark feminine deep dive, which includes 15 X 1:1 somatic sessions.
